I'm so sorry

Hi all,
I have been a bad boy, and I'm really sorry. I haven't orgasmed, but I gave my nub about 4 or 5 strokes. I was so horny that I couldn't help it. I know that does not excuse my actions. I immediately gave myself three hard smacks to my already sore balls, screaming into my pillow.

Please don't berate me, I feel bad enough about it already. My master was annoyed, but placated by the fact that I had punished myself. He gave me permission to wear clothes, to help me keep control while not protected. He thinks that the pain was from my restless night last night, and the skin just got twisted and created a friction burn. If that is the case, I will be locked again tomorrow. I hope so!

I have had a look at the Chronovault from Dreamlover labs, and although it is pricey, it looks like the ideal solution to get rid of temptation for me (once I can do 24/7). It is US$500, and I hope to have that saved by late July, when second semester at uni starts.

Truly repentant,
Cody

Sore, but doing better

Hey,
I'm unlocked again for the night. I am NOT cumming until Friday at least. Anyway, I"m a bit sore from it, but I should be OK by tomorrow morning to re-lock again.

As you can see, my balls are still chafed, but I hape to heal by tomorrow.
Unprotected, but still chaste,
Cody

Locked

Hi,
I'm re-locked from 6:58:35 (20:58:34 on Monday GMT). I had a painful cum before I locked, so I could got soft. Painful because when my balls pulled up they were mashed against the ring.

I am thinking that I can lock for the day, unlock but ring for the night and see what happens. Last lock up I was fine during the day. The trouble occurred during the

night.

I hope this all works well, as I badly need locking.

Chaste,

Cody