It has been made clear to me that my blog posts have been short and not very interesting or inspirational. I also have been talking about wanting to cum way too much, which is contrary to the point of being chaste. I plan to rectify these issues, starting today.
One thing I can say, however, is that my boy-horny levels are skyrocketing at the moment, but I think I am finally realizing that boy-hornyness is about being horny, but more than that, knowing that you won't get to use your nub and that you wont get any sort of release unless your master wants you to.
I'm afraid that I won't be wearing my birdlocked much at all, and I have been reminded as to why I didn't wear it much. I am not sure why, but it causes me to be slightly incontinent. This problem is quite apparent when I am cycling. When I cycled to my brothers apartment yesterday I had to stop at a port-a-loo part way through the ride and remove the birdlocked, to avoid fully wetting my pants. On the other hand, my jockstraps should arrive sometime between today and Tuesday. I hope they arrive today. I will use them as pseudo-protectors, and only take them off to shower until my real protector arrives back.
On a much brighter note, I have properly started de-hairing. Keeping me smooth to the touch may take a bit, but I intend to be smooth to the sight very soon. To be precise, I want to have it done by the time I go to bed on Tuesday night. My back may cause problems, as I can't easily see it. I have bought a body shaver, an electric razor designed for use on body hair. It has a special arm allowing me to reach my back with the shaver. I have done my belly (as shown in the photo, and I hope everything goes well. Body hair isn't something boys should have any of, in my opinion. I hope to be smooth from the neck down ASAP.
As said in a previous post, I lost 1.6kgs last week. I don't think I can keep up that level, but I hope to lose 1kg this week. I'm not sure how well that will go, though. I have 2 exams this week and the stress can affect my weight. I also have fish and chips each night before the exam, it's something I have done since 2004, so I'm not really planning to break that tradition. My goal weight is 77kgs, which I have been at before. My current weight is 89.5kgs.
I think cumming should be allowed at special occasions and when I reach special goals. On this Friday, the 21st at 12 noon, my semester is over and I think that is a special enough occasion. I also think I should get to orgasm IF I get a 7 (85% or better) when the results are released. At the moment, my current marks suggest a 5 or 6 (a 4 is a pass).
The big news, which I have been keeping for last, is that I might be getting a local master! I have started chatting with a guy on Recon who is interested in having me as his sub and chastity boi. We are chatting on Recon and hopefully we will meet soon. He is 36, and I'm not sure if he is after LTR, but who knows? Anyway, according to the Recon app, he is under 5km away. I hope to meet him this weekend.
The shaving seems to be going well. I have a lot to do, but it can be done. Do I look fatter now that I am shaved?
I do hope that this post is better than my previous ones, and I intend to make this blog a better one. Any suggestions as how to make the blog better are very welcome.
Keeping chaste,
Cody
