Friday, May 17, 2013

Broken rules, poetic justice

Hi,
I was a very bad boy this morning. I tried to vibrate myself off again, and was close but couldn't get over the edge. In the end I did under 20 strokes and shot SO hard.

I re-locked then, and poetic justice set in. My balls tightened, and my base ring is now sitting on the blister/pressure sore. It is hurting like bloody hell! Eventually my balls will come down, but it is hurting a lot at the moment. I am keeping locked now, as I'm hoping that my kh will let this serve as my punishment.

Your disobedient boy,
Under punishment,
Cody

2 comments:

  1. Cody, you report about being a bad and disobedient boy like being proud of it. I do not think that you are in the position to decide what kind of punishment you really deserve. What you are offering seems to me like you enjoy it too much at the same time. However, this is just my impression, and the final decision about that has to come from your kh. However, I wonder why you have not contacted him before making this blog entry, asking him about an appropriate punishment, or if the one you offer is acceptable for him. But this leads me to another impression: either you do not really have a kh, at least one who takes his job seriously, or you feel very lonely and neglected, craving for attention. Your last blog entries have more to do with cumming than with actual chastity, and this gives me the hint to conclude this. Maybe I am mistaken though. However, from what I read you still seem to have full access to your keys - so your kh is not really in control. And your kh is not commenting in any way, which also makes me wonder.

    However, congratulations for the very nice protector you got now! It looks great on you! Have a very good time wearing it, preferrably 24/7 soon for long-term!!!

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    1. Roland,
      I am not proud of being bad. I want to be a good boy, and stay locked and boy-horny. I know that I can't determine my own punishment, but it is poetic justice in a way. I expect further punishment (probably longer without cumming and possibly some CBT or HARD spanking) from my kh.

      My kh is strict, but understanding that I am a novice and will stuff up sometimes. He intends to keep me under the rules of Chirenon. My kh is quite a long distance away, and I can't lock for long periods, so I need my keys with me.

      I hope to become a fully good boy soon,
      Cody

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