Spanked

Hi,
I'm sitting down with quite a bit of discomfort, but I have to bear it. 20 spanks didn't make my bum red, and it took another 30 spanks per cheek to get it noticeably red. Cumming is not worth it!

Now that I am home, I am in my jockstrap. This one is the one that is supposed to be a size too small. Looks like I will need to order smaller ones. It is good at keeping my nub enclosed (but it does engorge a bit). Within 24 hours I should be protected again! I need to be protected. It is so much harder to be good without a protector.

I'm sorry about the delays between updates, but there really hasn't been much to report. I hope my next entry will say that I am protected.

To check out how bois should be, have a look at http://boisurrendered.tumblr.com/. Roland put me on to it (Thanks Roland!) 

Staying good,

Cody

Boy-hornyness

Hi,

My nub is not engorged, but I am so horny! I want to suck cock and take cock in my boipussy. I don't want to cum myself though. Is this what being boy-horny is all about?

3 days to protection,

Cody 

Atonement

Hello,

I know this has become a blog about me cumming, promising to be good and then cumming again. I cannot apologise enough, and feel free to suggest punishments for me.

I return home on Sunday, about 3 hours before my roommate does. I intend to give myself 20 hard hits with my slipper sole. That will be increased to 40 if I can't hit both buttock cheeks at once. If my buttocks aren't bright red, I will keep going until they are. A picture will be posted on the blog.

Naturally, my next cum has been forfeited. I will need to lock WITHOUT cumming beforehand when my protector arrives (should be on the 1st). It will not come off until the night of the 7th (I fly at 7am or so on the 8th). I will pack it in my luggage.

Should I fail in ANY of this, I will lock up and send both the keys to someone I trust (not sure who yet) and tell them not to return them for a month as soon as I return from Melbourne (on the 11th).

If you think these punishments are not harsh enough, please leave me a comment and tell me what you think I should do. 

This blog WILL be more about my boy-hornyness and less about me squirting, I swear it! I know you have heard all this before and have no reason to believe me. You probably don't believe me, but I WILL NOT mess this up. I ask you just for this one last chance, before you decide that I'm full of empty promises.

I will do it, I promise!

Truly repentant,

Cody

Ordered orgasm

Hi,

I came, and I didn't want to. I met a guy who was into blow jobs, and he was, but into giving them. We hooked up in a deserted loo and he pushed my pants down and sucked me off. I told him I wasn't allowed to cum but he ordered me to cum!

I can't wait until my protector arrives so I can't be brought off without the key. 

I wasn't even normally horny, just boy-horny. I will be in trouble for this, and I deserve a slippering probably. 

I should have resisted with physical force. I will find a keyholder to keep me from temptation once I am protected 

So so sorry,

Cody

Jockstraps and unauthorised release

Hello,
I am sorry to announce that I was bad and had an unauthorised release. I got the jockstraps today, and the pouch so turned me on that I coludn't help myself and I stroked my nub until it fired boy-juice.

I regret doing it, and I am very much looking forward to my protector. It reminds me that cumming is not up to me. Also my protector takes 10 minutes to remove, which gives me time to calm down before I start to stroke if I do crack temporarily.

I'm so, so sorry. This blog should be about me being good. I PROMISE that I will be good until the 1st. I'm really sorry.

A sorry boy,
Cody

Possible keyholder

Hello,
I'm afraid there's not a great deal to report on the chastity front. I've been incredibly horny in the mornings, but I have and will continue to resist the temptation to stroke my nub. I can't wait until my protector arrives, to help me to be good. My boi-hornyness levels are rising significantly.

I am in touch with a guy who has given my details to a 20 y/o gay keyholder. I'm hoping that pans out well.

Again, I am sorry for the abysmally short post, but there's really not much to sap at the time.

Your boi-horny boi,
Staying good,
Cody

Release, use, holidays and eye operations

G'day,
This boi is now on holiday! At about 10:15 yesterday I finished my final exam for the semester, putting me on holiday and allowing me to stroke my nub for the rest of the day.

Soon after my exam I met up with a Dom, who took me back to his place and used my mouth until he came. I was allowed to stroke for a minute or two, but that was all, and he dropped me off in the city (where I was going to have lunch) without me cumming. I won't say without any release though, It was odd, once he had cum and I had realized that I was not going to, my nub went soft quickly and I went un-horny, as if I had cum, although I hadn't and hadn't felt an orgasm.

Later on, when I got home, I wanked slowly and after edging myself a few times, I eventually screamed (into a handkerchief in my mouth) and had the biggest orgasm ever. I did eat it all and there was plenty to eat, as shown in the picture.

I stroked a few more times that day. Unfortunately, I slept naked last night, and I forgot that the reason I normally wear underwear to bed is so that I DON'T stroke the next morning. I am sorry for having a release today, but that is my last one, and I guess that it means if I do have to wait until the 3rd to cum, it won't be happening before 6:40 am (when i came this morning).

As I mentioned in my last post, I saw the ophthalmologist on Wednesday. What I didn't mention is that both my eyes need lens replacements due to cataracts. They are done at separate times, about a month apart, to keep my sight operational while each eye heals. The problem is, they can't fit my in for one of them during this break. If I have to wait until summer break, it may interfere with me going to Melbourne. Anyway, I'm hoping that they are able to get at least one done before my summer break. There is a 1/3000 chance or so of losing sight in an eye when the op is done, so I have a 1/1500 chance of loss of sight in one eye or both. That's a law chance, but the point is that if I don't do anything sooner or later I will lose sight due to the cataracts progressing. It's a routine operation, but they do need to tell you the chances of something going wrong.

I'm also nervous that they want to keep me awake for it, They want to give me something to make me dopey  and do it under a local anaesthetic. I'm scared about that, but I'm hoping a general anaesthetic can be arranged instead. Anyway, that can be discussed when planning the operation.

As you can see, my nub released a lot of boi-cum, which was really tasty.Sorry about that fact that is engorged in the pic. I wanted to get a pic of the boi-cum and I had to eat it before it started to soak into my skin.

Chaste and good once more,

Cody

P.S. In a way, my next protection period is the same as the first. If it was the same length, I would be cumming on next Thursday. I will be staying with my grandparents, however, and the walls are VERY thin there. I have released there first before I started being a good boi, but it wasn't satisfying ant there is no way i can keep quiet with a release after 6 days. Anyway, I should extend the duration between my releases, to make me a better boy. Oh, also, my jockstraps STILL haven't arrived!

Boy-hornyness atnd weight loss

G'day,
Today I didn't do much more de-hairing, and I'm not really willing to do much more tonight. I am straining my eyes to write this. I saw an ophthalmologist today and he used drops to dilate my eyes, and my vision is still a bit blurry.

I weighed in today and lost 1kg this week! I am happy with that.

My boy-hornyness levels are through the roof. I can't wait to get cock in my holes! I will probably go to a cruise club (gay sauna) after my exam on Friday! I reckon I will be so boy-horny by then that I may release untoched, just by being used.

Oh, I have started writing a story called Chaste In College. I will let you know how it goes.

More tomorrow,
Cody

Exam, lots of de-hairing and Melbourne

Hi all,
I have quite a bit to report today. Firstly, I had my first exam. Luckily I only have 2 exams this semester. I think I did quite well, and should got a solid 6 (Distinction), possibly a 7 overall. It is so good to have one out of the way.

I spent an hour de-hairing this afternoon. Without 'before" pictures it doesn't look like much, but I have a lot less hair than I started the day with. I can't claim to be fully de-haired yet, by any means, but I can lay claim to being well on the way. I might need help for shaving around my boi-hole, as I can't seem to rig up mirrors to see that area (but I will try).

At the moment, my boi-hornyness levels are skyrocketing. I'm absolutely desperate to get cock, but my nub isn't fully engorged, which I believe is how bois should be. I'm not entirely sure. I have been looking for cock, even though I know my boi-balls won't release their juice (unless I am used so well that they release without my nub being touched).

Finally, I am looking into moving to Melbourne at the end of the year. I may transfer to Monash or RMIT to do my PhD. If I do, I will probably move into a studio apartment in the CBD (if I can get one). One advantage is that I won't have a flatmate, and there is also a bigger kink and sub/dom community in Melbourne. I will be meeting with Monash and RMIT if I can while I am down there. That will give me a better idea. I think, however, that RMIT has projects I will be interested in.

Some of the hair that came off

My legs. They were covered in hair before, and there is still some left

My back, as you can see, there is still a way to go

My chest and front

My left armpt, fully mooth

My right armpit, still some boi-hair there, but not a lot

As you can see, there is still a way to go, but I am getting there! I can probably do another session tomorrow morning, but I am seeing an ophthalmologist tomorrow afternoon, so I won't be able to see much tomorrow afternoon (they put drops in your eyes to dilate them). This also means that there may not be a report tomorrow. If there is, it will probably be in the morning.

I have had a few bouts of normal hornyness, rather than boi-hornyness but they are manageable.I have a strong desire to serve cock all the time, but only a few times a day have a strong desire to touch my nub.

Being good,
Cody

More de-hairing, and device is on the way!

Hello everyone,
First the bad news, I went over my allowed eating budget yesterday by a square of chocolate and a can of soft drink. These were consumed to get my blood sugar levels back up to normal. I lost my wallet and it looked like it was gone for good. Eventually it was found at the restaurant I had been to with my dad earlier. I have a medical condition, and blood sugar drops that come after an adrenalin rush can be problematic for me. I plan to exercise more to combat that problem.

On to the good news. Firstly, I have been a good boi, although that more expected than news. Secondly, my de-hairing of my back is progressing well. I am still having trouble with a few areas, but I should have from the top of my buttocks to my shoulders done soon. After my first trim of my back (and of my front, separately) it looked like someone had had a hair trim. I knew I was hairy, but didn't know I was that hairy!

Finally, my device is well on the way! It was sent on the 11th, but the email about it being sent didn't get to me. It has been sent via USPS, so it should get here around the 26th. Unfortunately, I leave on the 26th and don't get back until the evening of the 30th. At least I should definitely have it by the 1st of July. Locking up will improve my productivity for the start of the new financial year.

About my statement about being a wild boi is Melbourne. I won't be fully wild. I plan to be locked most of the time. I will unlock for the plane flight (obviously) and will re-lock once I check in at my hotel. I may have some "play" with a guy I know down there, and if I do there is a possibility I may end up unlocking and cumming. By the way, after Friday's release, I reckon I should not cum until I get my device or the 3rd of June (release of university results), whichever happens first.

Staying good,
Cody

P.S. Due to a 5 min job that ended up taking 3 hours, I won't have time to dehair tonight. I won't stay up late to do it due to an end of semester exam tomorrow. I should be free to shave tomorrow arvo. I am also in touch with another guy who wants to be smooth, so we might get together and help each other. 

Clearing my back

Hello everyone,
I have been working on my back this morning, after finally working out a way to rig up mirrors so I can see my back. At the moment my back looks like a patchwork quilt gone wrong, and I won't post a picture unless requested, as it is NOT a pretty sight.

Today it is not very windy (yet), so I will be able to get out significantly more than yesterday. I braved the wind yesterday to go cycling, but after 50 min or so I was freezing. I do have a lot to do today, letters to write, laundry and ironing to do.  This should help me keep busy and keep my mind off my nub. Ideally, once I'm protected I will have a harness to keep my boipussy filled so I can keep my boipussy filled and keep my nub protected. I think that would be one of the best wasy for a boi to be.

My jockstraps should arrive by Wednesday at the latest. Keeping my nub compressed is a good thing, especially while I'm unprotected. My boi-hornyness is going up again. I had a bout of normal hornyness last night, and it was hard to cope with it, but I did stay good.

I apologise for my boing a bad boi before, but I will be good!

Being a good boy,
Cody

Bad boi

Hello,
I am sorry to report that I had a squirt this morning. I made the mistake of not getting up and doing things as soon as I wake up. It distracts me, in the absence of a protector. By the time I got up, I was too horny to control myself. Unfortunately, this was general hornyness not boi-hornyness. In the end I was weak and gave in to it. I shouldn't have, and I am sorry. I ate all my boy-juice that I could.

From now on, if I cum before Friday (AFTER my exam) I will not cum for a month from 12 July. The 12th of July is the first day I will be back from Melbourne. I am visiting there in July. I am considering the possibility of making the 4 days I am there wild days. Not sure yet.

I'm afraid that I crashed and berned energy-wise last night, so I didn't do any more hair removal. On the up side, the energy crash was due to the fact that I had been moving from 10-4 pm with not much stopping. I earned 4 weight watchers points and did a full bike ride.

I am so sorry, again, about having an unscheduled orgasm. I know I shouldn't have done it, and being to horny to resist is no excuse.

With apologies,
Cody

P.S. I shaved my arms this morning and the rest of my chest this morning. I'm slowly getting there.  Sorry the pic isn't so good. I had to click the picture button with my elbow. As each picture is being taken with the webcam on my desk, the next set of pics (legs) will be rather explicit.

Trying for a better blog

Hello everyone,
It has been made clear to me that my blog posts have been short and not very interesting or inspirational. I also have been talking about wanting to cum way too much, which is contrary to the point of being chaste. I plan to rectify these issues, starting today.

One thing I can say, however, is that my boy-horny levels are skyrocketing at the moment, but I think I am finally realizing that boy-hornyness is about being horny, but more than that, knowing that you won't get to use your nub and that you wont get any sort of release unless your master wants you to.

I'm afraid that I won't be wearing my birdlocked much at all, and I have been reminded as to why I didn't wear it much. I am not sure why, but it causes me to be slightly incontinent. This problem is quite apparent when I am cycling. When I cycled to my brothers apartment yesterday I had to stop at a port-a-loo part way through the ride and remove the birdlocked, to avoid fully wetting my pants. On the other hand, my jockstraps should arrive sometime between today and Tuesday. I hope they arrive today. I will use them as pseudo-protectors, and only take them off to shower until my real protector arrives back.

On a much brighter note, I have properly started de-hairing. Keeping me smooth to the touch may take a bit, but I intend to be smooth to the sight very soon. To be precise, I want to have it done by the time I go to bed on Tuesday night. My back may cause problems, as I can't easily see it. I have bought a body shaver, an electric razor designed for use on body hair. It has a special arm allowing me to reach my back with the shaver. I have done my belly (as shown in the photo, and I hope everything goes well. Body hair isn't something boys should have any of, in my opinion. I hope to be smooth from the neck down ASAP.

As said in a previous post, I lost 1.6kgs last week. I don't think I can keep up that level, but I hope to lose 1kg this week. I'm not sure how well that will go, though. I have 2 exams this week and the stress can affect my weight. I also have fish and chips each night before the exam, it's something I have done since 2004, so I'm not really planning to break that tradition. My goal weight is 77kgs, which I have been at before. My current weight is 89.5kgs.

I think cumming should be allowed at special occasions and when I reach special goals. On this Friday, the 21st at 12 noon, my semester is over and I think that is a special enough occasion. I also think I should get to orgasm IF I get a 7 (85% or better) when the results are released. At the moment, my current marks suggest a 5 or 6 (a 4 is a pass).

The big news, which I have been keeping for last, is that I might be getting a local master! I have started chatting with a guy on Recon who is interested in having me as his sub and chastity boi. We are chatting on Recon and hopefully we will meet soon. He is 36, and I'm not sure if he is after LTR, but who knows? Anyway, according to the Recon app, he is under 5km away. I hope to meet him this weekend.

The shaving seems to be going well. I have a lot to do, but it can be done. Do I look fatter now that I am shaved?

I do hope that this post is better than my previous ones, and I intend to make this blog a better one. Any suggestions as how to make the blog better are very welcome.

Keeping chaste,

Cody

Daytime protection

Hi all,
I'm planning to wear my protector from just after I shower in the morning until just before I shower in the evening. It wakes me up each night that I wear it, which is NOT good with exams just around the corner.I can't wear it cycling, but I can put it in my bike bag and wear it at each end.

As you may know, I'm trying to lose weight and get fit. I also have Tuesday afternoon blocked off for de-hairing (flatmate will be out for the day). Anyway, here is my "before" picture, both for hair and for fitness. I have bought a body shaver today

As you can see, I have a LONG way to go

Being good,
Cody

Weight loss

Hi all,

I lost 1.6kg this week! I can't usually make anything like that, but I'm really happy about this week!

Cody 

Device failure (and ouch!)

G'day,
I'm unlocked at the moment, and have one very sore boi-ball. Somehow it got out behind the base ring. The instant it did, I knew about it! It hurt like hell and is still sore to the touch. Once one ball was out the device practically fell off (I think it was the bigger ball that escaped). Anyway, wrestling my balls back into the birdlocked right now would be a very painful affair, so I'll leave it for a while.
Cody

Re-locked

Hi,
I have just showered and re-locked.
Cody

Unscheduled, but authorized

Hi,
I wore my Birdlocked until it woke me up for the second time during last night. This morning, I woke up with a raging hard-on that would not go away. Admittedly, I was also incredibly horny.

Although unscheduled releases are discouraged, I believe that they are OK as long as they are authorised (obeying no-stroking rule). I had a release this morning involving my big dildo in me, my collar on and my vibe dildo teasing my nub until it released its boy-cum. I touched my nub to smear lube over it (took about half a second) and I did not touch it until i needed to clean it up. I only lasted half a week rather than a week (as planned) before a release, but at least it was authorized

I will shower and put the Birdlocked back on. Also, I received an email from Mature Metal saying that my protector will be leaving them on tonight's post. This means that it should get here between the 26th and the 30th (I am out of town in that time). If all goes well, I will be safe and secure for the start of the new financial year. I can improve productivity this next financial year by not stroking :p

Still boy-horny,
Cody

P.S. Roland has informed me that my release was NOT an authorized release. I will need to do better next time.

Aussies

G'day,
I've just noticed that there are a bunch of visitors from Australia on my blog. Can you guys please drop me a line, especially if you are in Brisbane or Melbourne?
Thanks,
Cody

Everything old is new again

Hi all,
I feel like an idiot, but it just occurred to me that I have an old protector that might work. It is a birdlocked, and I have worn it before, but it was very insecure and hard to clean out. It might work as a stop-gap measure though. It will need to be unlocked each day for proper cleaning unfortunately. It will help me to be good. I have only been locked for about 10 minutes so far, but I hope to make each 12 hours (between showers) without having to take it off

I had an old lock on the birdlocked, so it was fun getting that off. I had to cut it, and after about 2 hours i was finally able to break through. Anyway, here's hoping!

Protected for now,
Cody

Sorry, I will be good

Hello,
Roland's most recent comments have made me realize how much of a bad boy i have been. I am truly sorry, and I offer a special apology to Roland, as he has been helping me but I have been resisting.

As of now, I will no longer stroke my nub. I may occasionally get release via handsfree methods. I know that my nub may not penetrate anything ever! I have ordered jocks tat I can wear to keep my nub constrained.

Truly sorry,
Cody

Device repair update, and being better

Hello all,
My protector has arrived at Mature Metal, and they will email me when they have posted it back to me.

As Roland has said in his last comment, I should be good with or without a protector. As he suggested, I will look into a jockstrap (although they don't seem to exist in Australia). I have been cumming 3+ times a day, whereas a good boy will be lucky to cum 3 times a year (as I understand it).

Although it is still FAR too often, I am doing no more than once a day from now on. I know if I try to cut back to none, it won't work. Once a day is purely temporary. I plan to cut back even more during the winter break (it is winter here).

Striving to be better,
Cody

Almost everything's big in Texas

Hello,
My cage (which is small) has arrived in Midlands, Texas, where Mature Metal is. The tracker is unclear as to whether it has been delivered or not. It says "attempted delivery". Anyway, Mature Metal should get it on Friday US time. I can't wait to get it back. I hope that it fits securely and fixes the abrasion issues.

Needing locking,
Cody

Cage transit

Hi guys,

My cage is at Los Angeles on its way to Mature Metal. I can't wait to be protected again!

Cody

Adjusting

Hi all,
I have spoken with Mature Metal and they reckon that I need the gap between the ring and the cage lengthened, so I will be sending it off on Monday to get fixed. I will have it back before next semester, but it sets back my locking by about a month. Dammit I need protection.

Any Master's interested in owning a boy from mid July?

Cody