G'day,
Today I didn't do much more de-hairing, and I'm not really willing to do much more tonight. I am straining my eyes to write this. I saw an ophthalmologist today and he used drops to dilate my eyes, and my vision is still a bit blurry.
I weighed in today and lost 1kg this week! I am happy with that.
My boy-hornyness levels are through the roof. I can't wait to get cock in my holes! I will probably go to a cruise club (gay sauna) after my exam on Friday! I reckon I will be so boy-horny by then that I may release untoched, just by being used.
Oh, I have started writing a story called Chaste In College. I will let you know how it goes.
More tomorrow,
Cody
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Cody,
ReplyDeletecongrats on your weight loss, and I hope everything is fine regarding your eyes.
Again, best wishes for your exam on Friday.
Be careful when visiting the gay sauna though. The elevated boi-horniness you currently feel might lead you to be more adventurous and less careful and safe than you might would be at other times. So just take care, and do not behave like a slutty and careless boi there. At least this is my serious advice, if you really choose to go there. I am not sure if any good boi should visit a gay sauna ever though, but I also do not want to spoil your boi-fun, especially since I am not your Master.
Take care, stay good, best success on your exam, and regards,
Roland
Roland,
DeleteThanks for your congratulations and good wishes.
I will be very careful at the gay sauna (if I go). I ALWAYS insist on protection, even if I am only sucking or being sucked. I feel an intense need for man-cock in my boi-pussy, and if I can't arrange fun with someone, I will go there to get some.
I know what you mean about good bois not going, but I think it is ok for a boi who doesn't have a master, and it helps the boi learn how to please men, so he will be a better boi for his master when he gets one.
Being good, and very boi-horny,
Cody
Cody,
DeleteI might get your point about getting more experienced about how to pleasure a real man when going to a gay sauna, thereby exposing yourself to the males there and even get in some kind of quite intimate touch with them.
However, I have some doubts if this will really prepare you for the time when having a Master with you. Any worthy Master will be able to teach you very well by Himself how to pleasure Him properly. And any worthy Master will be very happy if you did not act slutty in your past, sparing yourself for Him thereby. But on the other hand, maybe you never get the chance to meet such worthy Master if you just hide away as a good boi. One never can know.
However, I rather think that the main reason for you to plan a visit at a gay sauna might be your hope to find some pleasurable outlet for your elevated boi-horniness. Or maybe you even hope to meet your future Master there as excuse for such visit. Both of that would be kind of self-centered - which a good boi should not be at all.
However, I do not object, as I am not your Master. I even understand about you being so needy to some extent, especially taking your condition and circumstance to be just a lost and single boi into account. When I was a single but good boi, I refrained from visiting such places - and such might even have been the wrong decision, I do not know. However, I do not regret it now, as I am beyond just being a boi. However, who knows what could have happened, be it good or bad. And who knows what the future might bring for you or me.
Again, no matter what, just take care, just as you promised. And definitively have fun, no matter what!
Stay good!
Roland
Roland,
DeleteYou have a point about a Master wanting me to spare myself for him, but I may meet a Master there if I am lucky.
I must admit, I will be looking for an outlet for my boi-hornyness, by pleasuring other men.
I intend to be careful and have fun. Maybe it would be better to describe Friday afternoon as a wild afternoon rather than a scheduled release?
Being good,
Cody
Cody,
Deleteyes, you got it. If you visit a gay sauna on Friday afternoon like planned, and depending on how you act there, it would indeed count as actually scheduled wild afternoon. And be aware that your now hairless state will be tale-telling to everyone there about you. So I would not be surprised if you get lots of attention by active males there, wanting to get some piece of you, maybe even intending to corrupt a good boi, the latter fueling their fantasy thereby. However, as you yourself suggest such wording about your Friday afternoon plans, it also gets obvious that a place like a gay sauna is not for a good boi to visit if he wants to stay good, as such would just reduce him to a wild boi again. But I do not want to bore you with definitions and wording. ;-)
Btw, I was a little amused about your first reply when you stated that you always insist on protection - as this is also what a wise Master does regarding His chastity-bois, but obviously in a very different meaning. ;-)
Stay good!
Roland
Roland,
DeleteI didn't end up going to a gay sauna, at it was probably for the best. If I was protected and left my key behind, then I could go and still remain good, as I would have to stay protected. I have had my releases now, and will be good once more until the next time (cage returning or release of results).
I never picked up on the double meaning of protection at the time of writing. I insist on condoms when being used but once I get a Master, hopefully we will both insist on both kinds of protection. Protection to keep me good and protection (if we play with anyone else) to keep us from STDs.
Was wild yesterday, but good once more,
Cody