Hello,
Roland's most recent comments have made me realize how much of a bad boy i have been. I am truly sorry, and I offer a special apology to Roland, as he has been helping me but I have been resisting.
As of now, I will no longer stroke my nub. I may occasionally get release via handsfree methods. I know that my nub may not penetrate anything ever! I have ordered jocks tat I can wear to keep my nub constrained.
Truly sorry,
Cody
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Cody,
ReplyDeleteyour entry almost reads too good to be really true - but there finally seems to be some light on the horizon for you to become a good boi for real if it is really true. But we will see - and be sure that I will remain to watch closely, and my statement about ceasing any contact to you for any future major misconduct, lie or laziness still stands. For now, I accept your apology, although it is not too special nor even original. Even a wild boi pretending to be good could have written just the same, even if I want to believe you. But your lack of real-life control at least in principle provides you with almost any chance to cheat in the meantime - but first of all, you will then cheat to and on yourself mostly, keeping you far away to really experience the joy of being a good boi. The latter being a loss much more on your side than on mine, since you state to want to be a good boi, even if it would be more than annoying for me also, having spent so much time and effort on you for your improvement, providing you with hints, recommendations and insight to become a good boi at last, even if you have to do it on yourself mainly due to the online-situation. However, even as I am not your online-Master, and you are not my online-boi, as I keep refraining from any online-relationship, I remain being suspicious about you regardless of any such titles (so watch your doing!), but also not wanting to be unfair to you thereby. What I prefer is most of all honesty - so report most honestly, be it on your blog or via email. And I am quite unsure about how much you can really be trusted, as the wild boi you used to be so far, and maybe even still are, as wild bois seldom change just overnight, even if they seem to start to understand about it like you, but especially the ones with no-one controlling them in real-life.
So explain, what do you specifically mean by "occasionally getting release via handsfree methods"? Given your not so recent past, which you revealed most honestly, it could even mean that you now stick to humping something like a Fleshlight device daily now instead of stroking, or humping your bedsheets or pillow. The latter would not make your statement a lie - but also would not be appropriate for any good boi which you now claim to at least try to become. So be most specific about what you mean by that, both on the frequency and the methods of your planned releases. And report about what kind of plug you use for your milkings.
Btw, there were three reasons for recommending plain white BIKE jocks for you. First being that I like them on bois, framing their backs so lovely while concealing their fronts, second being that any other color is just too strong on any boi (especially red marks a slutty boi imo), and third being that from my experience, the colored ones from BIKE tend to be at least one if not two sizes smaller and tighter than what their size is claimed to be from my experience. So I really hope you sticked to the color recommendation tightly, to avoid any future complication.
Be and stay good - for your own benefit!
Roland
PS.: Besides reporting most specifically on your release schedule and methods, I expect regular reports about your progress regarding your fitness. My regular underwear size is medium, and I expected your's to be large - but this has to change for you. I expect you to be able to wear regular medium jockstraps comfortly within the next three months, and have a nice and trim and maybe even muscular body by then – providing pictorial evidence thereby. Being a good boi without squirtings but just authorized releases should help you to accomplish this goal. And on top of your training, watch your intake closely, and maybe report on that also occasionally, although it is just as important as your workout for improving your boi-body.
Roland,
DeleteI understand that it sounds too good to be true, and I don't expect you to believe me yet. I do intend to prove it though. Your disappointment in me is the worst punishment.
By "handsfree methods" I mean by authorized methods. My last handsfree release involved a large dildo in my boihole, and running a vibrating dildo over my nub until i squirted. I was allowed to use my hands on my balls and nipples. Is that a fully authorized release? I was thinking weekly might be a good way to start. I know far less is optimal, but weekly is definitely attainable.
The bike jocks I have ordered are white ones, I have ordered 7 large and 1 medium size. While they are on their way, I am wearing my tightest briefs.
I am exercising as often as I can. Yesterday I did not, however, as it was wet and cold all day. I wasn't even game to go out at all (I have no car). 6 days out of 7 is my goal.
Barring any major issues, I should weigh in tomorrow the better part of a kilogram less than last week.
By pictorial evidence, do you mean body pictures? You should also know that I am a hairy boy. If I can't remove all my body hair, where should I shave? Removing it all takes quite a few sessions, and by the time I have got rid of it all, the first area I de-haired has grown back.
Being good,
Cody
Cody,
Deleteby sticking to Master Chirenon's rules for bois, I recommend to you to use the tapping method on your nub, while it is bent down. I cannot imagine any method leading to any squirting to be authorized. Authorized methods lead to a draining of the boi-juice, with it flowing out of you instead of erupting or squirting. Best position for that is when you are lying on your stomach, with your nub pointing towards your feet. However, as you are familiar with Master Chirenon's rules for bois anyway, I think I have not to explain further. However, I want to highlight some aspects: milkings are to be done most clinically, not for any kind of climax, and concentrate on the feeling to be penetrated by your plug or dildo, not in any way on your nub. Using a vibrator on your nub might be too strong a stimulans for you, involving the risk that your attention is more drawn to your nub instead of your boi-hole. As the boi-hole is the main erogenous Zone for any good boi, concentrate on that fully!
Weekly releases are fully ok imo. Of course, in case of real emergency, you might use authorized release methods to drain your boi-juice. I already saw that you had some incident, but have not read your report about it yet. I hope I will not be disappointed about what I will read there. For a breaking-in period, I recommend to abstain from any milking or even authorized releases for a duration of full 3 weeks though. This might be tough, but will prove about your real commitment. After that, a weekly release cycle is ideal imo, though there might be exceptions by going longer between releases.
The exercising regimen you describe sounds good. Stick to it, and make sure that you are not lazy on your workouts. If your workout gear is not sticky from sweat after your workout, it does not count. And as said, watch your intake. It should be healthy and never too much to ensure your improvement. Btw, bad weather outside is never an excuse for dropping a workout. Don't you own an umbrella and suitable clothing?
Be sure, you can remove all your body hair from neck to toe. The first session might be more demanding, as you have to do such in one Initial session fully, but taking no more than an hour by shaving. After that, a weekly re-shaving will do and will only take about 30 min. If you have the chance to use more advanced methods, it will be gone forever without having to be cared for any more. Personally, I think this will be a huge improvement for you. And I really do not like hairy bois. Any body-fur is just too manly for any real boi, and especially inappropriate for any good boi.
Yes, by pictorial evidence, I mean pics of your boi body, just like you provided already on your blog. To show your face is not necessary, so do not worry about that. As you showed pics of your boi-bits already on your blog, I do not think you are too shy to provide such.
Stay good,
Roland
Roland,
DeleteI think that my release may have not been fully authorized, as I did fire my boy-juice, it didn't just dribble out. I am sorry if it was unauthorized, I assumed that the method was OK. I can post a video of my previous release (a week or 2 ago) which was done by the same method. If I do that, would you be willing to watch it and tell me what is OK and what is not in it?
I see the logic behind the first 3 weeks with no release, but I think I will need to stay protected 24/7 for the 3 weeks to be able to do that. I will give it my best shot as of today though. I can't go 24/7 until the 12th of July (am flying until then).
I see what you mean about removing all my body hair. I have the place to myself (probably) on Tuesday (if not before) and can dedicate the afternoon (exam in the morning) to de-hairing. How do you propose I do my back? I can't reach all of my back.
My workout gear is not soaked in sweat after my workout, as the current weather is rather cold. Judging by the weight watchers system, I work off about 1.5 cans of soft drink each workout. I do not count the workouts as my daily incidental exercise either. I weigh in today, and will report back. Maybe linking my releases or something like it to my weight loss would be a good idea?
Being good,
Cody
Cody,
Deletefrom what you state here, it is just as I already assumed: your release was not done by an authorized method. Nevertheless, answer my questions of the other split comment I posted here just recently most thoroughly. I do not wish to see any vid of you performing a not authorized release, and I do not intent to comment on such. Sorry. As I see it, you should have known yourself before.
As you state, you see the logic behind the 3 week breaking in period. So I just suggest you give in to it - as it just fits your actual desire. As you say, it seems you understand that it is necessary and good for you. So why leave it there and not turn to Action, continuing a life of just fantasizing about it? I thought about demanding that from you, but hesitated. But now, it seems to be essantial to you yourself. So do not hesitate any longer, and get that 3 weeks of sweet chastity for you started.
Shaving your back? Check the internet, there are various ideas about that. And if you cannot do it at once or need special equipment first, do the best you can in the meantime. I also recommend that you do stretching exercises. I can reach every part of my back with a regular razor - so you should be able to do so likewise.
Even when the weather is cold, my workout gear is soaked in sweat after my workouts. I test my limits at every workout I do, trying to even expand them. I regularly see people in my gym, not doing so at all, not even producing any sweat during their workout, regardless of the weather. I do not want you to be like them, as I cannot respect them at all. I really hope that you can do better than that.
Linking your releases to achieving goals might be a good idea. However, this might only be true for a wild boi, as it then depends on the releases. As a release for a good boi is just clinical, without orgasm or squirting, it is no reward, but simply a measure to take some pressure from his overflowing and aching boi-balls most clinically. For a generally good boi not achieving his goals, I can only think of ceasing contact to him or restricting his online-time as appropriate measure aka punishment. On the other hand, there might be awards for achieving goals, like receiving a good fucking - which is not possible via cyber. But first of all, the main reward is of course having achieved a goal, adding to a boi's pride for good reason, and adding to his Master's honor, thereby again adding to the good boi's pride.
Of course, there are other possibilities. Especially since you do not seem to fit to the model of a really good boi completely so far imo. But however it may be, do not regard prolonged denial as punishment ever. Prolonged protection might even help you to accomplish your goals more easily, due to the energy preserved inside of you.
Think of it, and you might come up with some proposal or decision that fits for you.
Stay good!
Roland
Roland,
DeleteI accept all of what you say, except the sweat-soaked bit. I understand what you mean at the gym. but most of my exercise is cycling, done outdoors. Also, I don't dare push my limits too far. I have done that before, and it sets my heart off. My heart is electrically unstable. If it is set off, it wipes my energy for the next 2 days and can be dangerous.
Cody,
Deleteof course I cannot decide what a healthy but serious workout might be for you. And as you know about your limitations regarding it, I can only recommend that you stick to them. The only thing I wanted to say is that you make sure that your workout, however it looks, is really a workout within your healthy Limits, and not just a leisure time with some movement in between like wellness or something.
If your limits for workout are that narrow, I think it is even more important to watch your intake and nutrition closely. I really hope that you do so - but also assume such already, as the reasons for your limitations for doing exhausting workouts are health-related.
Stay good, and act wisely, both on workout and nutrition!
Roland