Hi,
I wore my Birdlocked until it woke me up for the second time during last night. This morning, I woke up with a raging hard-on that would not go away. Admittedly, I was also incredibly horny.
Although unscheduled releases are discouraged, I believe that they are OK as long as they are authorised (obeying no-stroking rule). I had a release this morning involving my big dildo in me, my collar on and my vibe dildo teasing my nub until it released its boy-cum. I touched my nub to smear lube over it (took about half a second) and I did not touch it until i needed to clean it up. I only lasted half a week rather than a week (as planned) before a release, but at least it was authorized
I will shower and put the Birdlocked back on. Also, I received an email from Mature Metal saying that my protector will be leaving them on tonight's post. This means that it should get here between the 26th and the 30th (I am out of town in that time). If all goes well, I will be safe and secure for the start of the new financial year. I can improve productivity this next financial year by not stroking :p
Still boy-horny,
Cody
P.S. Roland has informed me that my release was NOT an authorized release. I will need to do better next time.
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Cody,
ReplyDeleteI had to split this comment of mine, as it was too long.
I wonder if this was really an authorized release. So answer the given questions most precisely.
Big dildo inside your boi-hole: yes, approved and even essential. However, how did it feel? And how did you feel about it? Did you concentrate on the feeling to be penetrated, imagining to being get fucked by your Master taking advantage and pleasure from you? Was your boi-hole penetration the center and main focus as a valve for your overflowing boi-horniness? Or was the feeling at your nub taking over at some time, especially just before emptying your boi-balls, releasing your boi-juice? The latter is of course no authorized release, btw.
Collar: yes, it is ok for a boi to have and wear a collar - but it has to be deserved. It is a privilege to be a collared boi. However, if a collar does not come or is fitted by his Master, the collar has no true meaning. And the main meaning of a collar is ownership, thus taking over responsibility for a boi as the Master collars him. If a boi collars himself, he of course can imagine to be cared for and being owned by an imagined Master - but as he did so himself, the true meaning is just obscured and pretended, thus a fake. However, I understand your intention, as I also wore a collar on myself when I was just a lonely boi in the past, with no-one to care for me in real-life but myself when I was a boi like you. So I have sympathy for you. Nevertheless, be aware that putting a collar on oneself will just be a flat substitution for the real and much more meaningful thing. However, I do not want to discourage you from doing so. And it for sure not interferes with authorized releases, but can put you in the correct mind-set instead.
Lube: I do not know what it may be needed for an authorized release. I even think it is counterproductive. The risk that the nub becomes the center of all stimulation is just too high. For an authorized release, the stimulation on the nub is to be minimized as much as possible, with it bent down in addition. But I really fear that the lube just maximized the sensation on the nub from the vibrator. And this must not be, as this is just opposite the principle of an authorized release as a most clinical process.
Nub: tell me the truth, boi: was in engorged and even erect, or did it remain flaccid and soft while being bent down? From what I read, I would reckon that it was fully engorged and erect, pointing up during the process while being massaged and stimulated by the vibrator used. But this is just no authorized release method at all! And you know that already.
Vibrator: there might be a small and weak vibrator used for authorized releases, with too low power to stimulate the nub too much. While the nub is bent down, the stimulation of such vibrator should not have the power to let the nub engorge, so it will remain flaccid and soft even while feeling some very mild vibration. There are some products that really do this job like the TantraBeam. The latter I used myself when I was a boi in the past. It is put on a finger, to enhance the tapping a little when using the authorized tapping method. However, if the stimulation gets too much and the attention is more about a boi's nub than his boi-hole, it does not count any more as authorized release. The use of vibrators on a boi's nub is indeed very delicate, as a boi can get confused too easily, not being able to detect the fine line by himself in general. And as you, Cody, are a quite inexperienced boi yet, I really recommend to you to not use any vibrator on your nub any more, but stick to the light tapping that Master Chirenon also suggests (without any lube, of course, and as said, lying on your stomach with your flaccid nub pointing downwards).
DeleteRelease: how was your release? Was it just clinical, without you feeling any orgasm or any feeling even near orgasm? And did your boi-juice just flow out of you, or did you squirt? Any boi-juice has just to leave a good boi by flowing out of him, without any contraction or orgasmic feeling. Of course, a good boi might feel great about it, but the latter being about his Master penetrating him to end up with such result. The feeling of having done well for his Master, having pleasured him and having subdued totally to him should be the only ones a boi should have after releasing his boi-juice for his Master's honor – which is a great feeling for any really good boi. The boi-horniness, to be ready to pleasure his Master again, should remain of course.
boi-juice: what happened to your boi-juice after your release? Did you consume it as any good boi should? As I only can read that you cleaned up after, I am quite unsure about that. Any good boi consumes his release immediately after.
MM-protector: you say that you will be away when your MM-protector will be arriving. Where will you go to? In the meantime, I really hope that your birdlocked will stay on, and you might even get your jockstraps! Anyway, even if the jockstraps arrive late, I expect you to wear them, they will support any of your protectors just very lovingly!
Stay good!
Roland
Hi Roland,
DeleteDildo: Until just before release, it was my main foces
Collar: I know it should be an ownership symbol, but I wear it as a symbol of being a boi when I'm not owned
Lube: I see what you mean.
Nub: It was erect, I wasn't aware that a release had to avoid erection.
Vibrator: Looks like I need to go without it from now on
Release: I felt orgasm
Boi-juice: I can't believe I forgot to eat it!
MM-protector: I will be visiting my grandparents out of town when it will arrive. I will be back for about a week after that, but then I am flying out of town for a few days.
Do good boys NEVER orgasm? It seems like that is what you are saying regarding release?
I'm still learning what being good is all about, and thank you for being patient with me.
Still learning, but being a good boi,
Cody
Cody,
Deleteyour were not aware that for any release of a good boi, his nub has to stay soft and flaccid? Read back on Master Chirenon's rules for good bois. From my understanding of them, such should be most clear, you lazy, nasty and bad boi!
Especially before and even more during release, the boi-hole should be the main erogenous zone for any good boi. Never ever his nub during such times! A boi's nub is actually just good for peeing, but otherwise not good for anything (although some wild bois have other silly ideas about that)!
What comes out of a boi, has to go in again! This is most clearly stated by Master Chirenon, and I think likewise! Never ever "forget" about that again!
A good boi's orgasm is hard to describe. Yes, I think even a boi can orgasm. And it may be close to a female orgasm. Maybe it is what is called "anal orgasm" within the gay community. It is a feeling of deepest connection, especially emotionally, but also physically while being fucked by the boi's most accepted and loved Master, and with the boi giving in to this fucking totally, subdueing totally to his loved and worthy Master thereby. The boi's nub is not important any more, even to the boi himself. All that counts is the deep connection to his Master who fucks him. The boi's nub might even be erect during that, if it is not locked away, but it also might be flaccid without being locked, or it may be locked and fighting inside its confinements, or flapping around without protector - but regardless of any circumstances without stimulation at all, as the boi does not want or need it, or maybe even might get disturbed by it for the most wanted mating to happen. And while feeling this strong connection by the fucking, a good boi will even avoid any stimulation on his nub, as it may badly interfere or even kill such connection. During boi-orgasm, a boi's boi-juice might be released - but not as an explosive event, but more as a draining - even if there might be squirtings caused by the fucking of his Master and His action on His loved boi. Or he will dry-orgasm, without any release at all. A good boi's orgasm has much to do with surrender, but also the feeling of being cared for and being protected no matter what by his Master. And of course, it is full of devotion and love.
Without a real-life Master, a good boi can simulate such while using a dildo or plug, imagining to be fucked by his loved Master. However, such should not go on for too long. Any good boi should crave to find a worthy real-life Master, providing him with the care he actually needs - the latter going beyond fucking or boi-orgasms, but also affecting real-life as such. The dynamics of real-life relationships are far more than just sexual aspects! But they are by that much more satisfying than any selfplay or cyber connection.
Learn from that, and stay good!
Roland
Roland,
ReplyDeleteThanks for clarifying that.
Cody